To my Guardian of the Temple

You know last night I sensed fear in your voice for the first time in our almost 13 year’s friendship. I was scared for the first few hours but you know what? Fear no more. Everything will be just fine! Remember when you told me we are made from the same breed? Remember when you told me we are different for all that matters? Now is the time for you to show me and everybody you are worthy of that breed.
So rise up your head. Step up and take that chance, the chance to take your life in your hands. An end to all the great Creators emptiness… a heavy silence… Time! Remember? Show me you’re worthy!
Cry if you need to. Fear if you need to. Just don’t let that fear involve you in such a way that will not allow you to live. Now is the time for you to show me that I’m not wrong when I say you are perfect!
You know I still remember the first time I saw you. You were just there looking around in your black dress, yellow hair as I used to say and blue eyes. In that moment I sensed your presence like a Queen. Present but so far to everybody.
I feel I was blessed to be present in your life all this years. You’ve always stepped up and came to my rescue even when everybody left me. You’ve never took the easy way. So now it’s the time for you to rescue yourself. You cannot take the easy way if you follow it than you are not worthy than we are not from the same breed.
I’m powerless to help you. All I can say are just words. Now it’s the time, I’ve achieved that breed now it’s the time for you to step up and make me feel you are worthy! Now is the time!!! Make me keep my faith in you… We always made it!